Lately, I've been thinking a lot about some issues. And finally i made a decision; I won't do anything i don't really want. I won't choose a career that doesn't even make me feel excited, because of its better conditions. Otherwise, it'll be a burden for me. I want to do what i like. I don't wanna look back and think about how it could be if i had chosen the other way. Moreover, I want to do EVERYTHING i like, even if it's hard. I don't want to give up on anything i love.
Today, I made it certain that i won't choose a way i'm not really interested in. That means i'll specialize in one of the areas i really like or i'll go for a different job i'm interested in. The second one seems more sensible to me today, and easier.
From now on, I'm studying for university exams again, after 6 years of medical school. I know i'll have doubts from time to time. Cause this is a different way from others'. But i'll keep in mind that i won't be less doctor after i study something more. I still love medicine and i'm a doctor after all, i can turn back whenever i want.
